Well my wedding date has come and past. And I am not married. I had some friends over and alot of alk-key-haul. It should have been one of the most happiest days of my life and it wound up being one of the saddest. Though thanks to all of my friends that showed up. The thought that kept getting to me was that she was in the arms of another man on our day. I wanted to call her so badly and just tell her a thing or two. But I knew her well enough to know that she would be quite upset and livid with me if I did. I do wish her the best and I am slowly getting on with life. But things still make me think of her or go wiat till i tell Cherise. And then it hits me that she isnt with me anymore.
On another subject. Most people that read this blog are people that I knew and cared for in my college days. What happend to us all. No one is willing to keep in touch. I have tried with several of you and recived hardly anything back. Do you think that I am that much of a DEVIL that you cant talk to an old friend from time to time. I think of some of you from time to time espcially some of you that I was really close to. Where are yall. Well let me name names. Phil, Keyton, the Pamps, the Marrows, the Hammetts, the Adams, Jamie, and of course PFUNK. Was i just the perverbial thorn in your paws that yo anxiously awaited to be removed. I thought some of us were really close. But time has shown how yet again I can be very wrong about things.
Todays reality lesson. Reality is like a good mystry movie. IT leads you one way making all of the clues point to one person. YoU think U've got iT figureD out and tHen all of the sudden you find out Kiesier Socie is really Verbal Kent. But after he has already walked out of your office. It was in your h ands but damn it it is gone now.
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